[The silence worries him. He feels like he's going to throw up.]

I didn't - I didn't wanna hit back, 'cause I don't hit girls. So I started saying all this nasty shit, talking real dirty, to like... like scare her, so she'd go.

When that didn't work, I -

[He takes a breath and slows his words down by force, since he feels an urge to simply rush through it. Get it done with. But he wants her to understand.]

I grabbed her. I flipped her over. I got on top of her...