I don't know. I mean, I got no right to be asking your help. This whole thing's got nothing to do with you. But she won't go to rehab, and she's still detoxing and she wants to do it here, and I just... I mean, Jesus Christ. I don't know how to say no. If she tells me to get her some stuff... I mean, I know how it's gonna get. I flushed her stuff she brought from home, but when she gets to puking and crying, I just...

I'm the wrong person for this, but I'm the only one she trusts. But I'm gonna end up killing her again. God, I know I will. She asks me for something and I just wanna give it to her. Just seeing her stash almost pushed me back into it. I mean, I just got home from rehab and now this shit...